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I still think I need a moment to collect my thoughts. Find a new box of Kleenex and a new pillow to hold.
The pain. The heart wrenching pain.
I am so livid. So heartbroken. Why did things have to end like that?
I never planned to post about Shingeki no Kyojin again because I didn’t think I’d be able to do a good enough commentary without leaking hints of spoilers here and there. But the slaughtering of my beloved Petra *sobs* PETRA!!
I thought my days of crying over Shingeki no Kyojin were over. It gave me the impression that tragedy wouldn’t befall my beloved characters. And it all turned out to be lies. I don’t think I’ll get over this one.
I don’t even know why I love Petra so much. She was just one of those likable characters that I was drawn to. She grew on me tremendously during the past few episodes. I was even starting to like that Levi-copycat.
Why the hell couldn’t Femme just have some mercy?? Why couldn’t she just walk away like an O.G and leave Eren to recover?? But like an ass she just had to go and knock his head off and swallow him. Why is she doing this?? Why is she at war with the humans?? What does she hope to achieve?? What is her goal? Is this all her act of revenge?
And yay for Mikasa for trying to take revenge. She went IN! But I’m glad Levi stopped her – although I don’t think Femme could seriously harm her.
And screw Femme’s ability to crystallize. HOW IS THAT EVEN FAIR?! She can do so many things!! Eren needs to go on a Ichigo mission and reach his bankai Titan state and know every little trick there is to his ability. Or probably his dad forgot those specifics when he made that serum.
Moving away from all this rage: The fight was amazing! I was waiting to see Eren go up against another intelligent titan. The fight had me cheering and yelling like a madwoman but BOO ON YOU EREN FOR NOT LANDING A SOLID PUNCH TO FEMME’S FACE (but props for trying). Why did she have to swallow him and take him away? Well, she just has him in her mouth. I don’t think her real plan is to harm him. I bet she’s gonna try to induct him into her little cult rebellion.
I’m just so mad. Now I understand why I was putting off the new episode but nothing could prepare me for this. The entire time, while I watched Petra and the two guys go in on Femme; a sense of dread just burdened me.
I know Shingeki’s surprise element pattern; it makes you believe that things are going to go perfectly okay and according to good fate and luck for once then BAM! Something terrible happens =_=
But I shall never be deceived by you again, SnK. Neva! I apologize for the lack of visuals but I can’t bear to go through that episode again to make gifs and take screen shots because I’ll be choking on my sobs and not get it done properly.
I can’t take it.